i got ya back

"hmmmmmmmmm...i find it sweet, someone watching my back behind my back, knowing how my mind works without telling... it's comforting to know that someone's gonna pull off my hair whenever needed, slap my face when i'm acting more than dumb, get me whatever kinda food (or drink) i want anywhere, anytime, anyhow when i'm depressed, and get even with all the crap, damn @$s who dared to hurt my feelngs...it means so much, and thank you for that...you know who you are.....:)"

Happiness

"Happinesss is something that can never be found...It is felt... More than feelings though, it's a choice... It's a state of mind that drives our whole being, and maybe it has the power to dictate, to conquer destiny, to rule over... At the end of the day, we could always choose to be happy..."

Call me rude....

I'm practically tactless, I speak my mind and do my thing... I don't care, I don't give a damn... But some people are just so pakealamera/o about stuff, expecting me to be a part of their everything... I don't intend to hurt people, never.... But behind the quiescence is where enemy lies.... I can't fake who I am, nor try to be nice to people i'm not comfortabel with, it's just that, I can't stand silence..! And I can't stand it when people whom I rarely know tell me what to do with my life... Call me rude....But really, I just can't stand it... SORRY...

Acquaintance/s

I know a lot of people pretty much. Back in highschool I was never the pop girl, or the extra intel student. I was an "O"... Oh but I enjoyed it, being the usual student... And I mean usual.. Skip classes, even cut! Eat, sleep, cheat, fool around, chat a lot, get realy low grades.. Who cares?! That's highschool.
College was different. It's more mature, more sensitive.. More complicated... More classes skipped and cut, more dining out, lunching out, even lunching some other, get low, low grades and pull it off... Meet people (a lotof them), establish relationships----- better relationships. It's in college where I met (I guess) my bestfriends... My real friends... It was great, having themwith laugh trip, sound trip, even little hang over head aches because of a little inuman trip... yeah, It was great...
Now...? Hmmm what now? Thy're still around... Despite the distance, despite the no-seeing-each-other... We're still a bunmchof hyenas laughing around, ready tokick some a@!

What's your shoe size?

Have you ever tried so hard to fit in???

One way or another, maybe... Think about it, the problem of fiiting isjusta lame highschool she's a cheerleader and i'm not issue... I'm in my first semester of taking up MBA. After mt Wenesday class I went to Veranda's to get some coffee and a make "tamabay" when (drunk) girls, about 18 (or younger) came down laughing(making horrible noises). Yes, thy were drunk, totally out of control, two of them even throwed up (sa bathroom naman). It's fummy, no hilarious to look at. But at second thought, it's nothing to laugh at. All of us, have tried hard, desperately hard to fit in... Find the right peers, click with the vibes, but still it doesn't work!

What's comforting about this? NOTHING!!! The fact prevails, individuality is a choice. We just have to keep hitting ourselves with a hammer, atleast that's what I do. Who we are, what we do, how we do it... We can never find someone who will do exactly the same things as we do... There will be someone better than us, someone worse, but there can never be another...

We're like shoes. What we try on doesn't always fit in. Sometimes, I wish I could cut off a part of my foot, desperately trying to fit in.. But at the end of the day, I'm still a size 9, it can't fit everything, butI can choose a color though...

What's your shoe size? Go find one that will fit in, without desperately trying...:)

Pare...

" My pare... my constant bank buddy..Never failed to make me feel as comfortable as possible, whenever, however, whatever it takes. He's in Manila right now, training... Really, I miss him, a lot. Although we constantly text, and call, it's different knowing his oceans, seas, bridges, roads, distance away... I miss him, badly..."

welcome....

First blog for this site... anyways, I miss my friend... Who, by the way invited me to go blogging... Zea!!! Finally I have my site...

This day was a broke... I had a terrible head ache earlier this morning so i missed my class. Forcing myself, i attended my afternoon class, only to find out that my prof is not feeling well as well...

Whew! amazing twists. I wonder what's in store for me later tonight. Keep wondering, I remember a good friend of mine saying (texting).

I will certainly enjoy blogging.... Thanks Barbz!